Always in thought, yet it is rare to find words to express these thoughts. I am at the brink of independence, clinging to childhood, yet yearning for my adult years. I find faith and consistency in the Universe and the trees and the stars. Sometimes I feel numb. Who doesn't? I love freely and regret nothing. I am me. I know right from wrong, and every step between. I have been on the highest mountain of happiness and the darkest pit of despair. I don't know what else to write at the moment. I will return.